I'm done feeling bad... at least for now

I don't know what happened, but today I feel good.

Ruchama was talking about how she had felt sooo bad all throughout Highschool for who she was... Sorry for not having big boobs, sorry for being too tall, sorry for being a nerd... sorry for all of that..

It's so silly. I don't know why she should feel so bad about herself. Especially because they are things that can't really change.

I feel like I'm still going through the same thing... feeling sorry for who I am. I'm sorry I'm not even tempered... I'm sorry I'm not quicker, I'm sorry I don't understand you, I'm sorry I'm not chipper, I'm sorry I'm not rich, I'm sorry I'm not relaxed, I'm sorry I'm slow, I'm sorry I make mistakes, blah blah blah.